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Untitled part of my life by ~jaspenelle-poetry:iconjaspenelle-poetry:



The air is breathing
  ever so softly.

Rain clouds d i s s i p a t e,
As if they are telling me to
   peel off my skin...

Aye. Perhaps I will.

Over turned leaves,
   predict something beautiful.
I don't see it.

Burning smiles,
Freezing stares.

Stop looking at me.

My head pulses to the sound of SCREAMS.
Watching the faces before me.
   No way I am interacting with those...
Wait for the yelling to stop.
   How p.a.t.h.e.t.i.c we all sound.

I'm still sitting here... alone in my d i s c o m f o r t.

Sometimes I tend to think,
          No      one      cares      at      all.

I know it.

And
it
(s ... l ... o ... w ... l ... y)
makes
me
want
to
c/u/t
myself
a.g.a.i.n.
©2006-2009 ~jaspenelle-poetry
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I was cleaning up my studio today and found my old journal - the one I kept before I was with Michael. The last entry in it was a poem written on Tuesday June 29th, 2004 - a few days before Michael and I decided to be together and see where it would go. Best choice of my life.

This poem does not reflect how I am not, but how I once was. Funny how distant two years ago seems.
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I really like how this opens, it feels like a beautiful moment, then it beautifuly tells me it's so very not..

Funny the difference two years makes. Simple choices, they make the left turns in life... sometimes it happens to be that left turn in albuquerque we should have taken.

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You can't take the sky from me.

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